Looking Back...is Hard

It's very hard, even now, to go back and read some of my words.

Very hard.

Like reliving the pain.

At the same time, though, it's also healing. It helps me see where we were...and where we are now.

I see where we have gone furthur than I expected...and where the pain is still there and very real...even today.

In some ways, we've come so far. In others, I feel like we took one step forward, and 20 back.

What's important, is that we're still going. Together.

I like to think that it's progress to realize that you don't know the end. Even the end of your marriage.

Don't get me wrong. I still believe that marriage is for life. What I now know, though, is that life happens. Things happen. Sin happens. And that can change everything.

In an instant.