My Heart

(This is another item I previously wrote. I wrote this on August 7, 2007 and published it privately on my public blog for my husband only. This was my heart. I hoped he would hear it. As I've said before, I would later find out I was wrong. So wrong.) I try tonight to talk But again I've met a rock How do I break through? How do I get to you? You're sleeping beside me I've got no one to hold You're right beside me Yet I'm alone Tears cover my sleep They cradle my head I know they'll be there When all else is dead My world is falling You said you'd be there Right when I need you I can't get you to care These walls are so lonely So empty, alone I need you to see me To call me your own Dreams were once there I want them again I just want us back Can I come in? Tears cover my sleep They cradle my head I know they'll be there When all else is dead