When?

When will this feel better? When will the pain go away? When will I feel normal again? When can I start a new day? I just want this to be over. I wish it had never begun. When can I live again? When can we move forward? When will the trust come back? When will I have His peace? I'm angry with you. I hate that you did this to us. When will you see my pain? When will your heart be with mine? When will we be "us" again? When will I not wonder if that's a dream? I need God's grace and mercy, I need Him to function each day. You seem to be just fine, I don't understand how you're okay. I ramble when I write, Thoughts are crazy in my head. I just want to know these answers. I just want to know when this will end.